Dark Self

I feel true hate as u steal my words and shove yours down my throat. I choke on the bile your self-righteous words force up. I can’t breathe. I burn as your lies fall from my lips. Black as Satan’s sins is the stain over me. The blackness crawls over my skin and seeps deep into me. Pain blooms in my chest and my heart is expelled from my body. I feel the pulse slow to a stop and see the pleasure on your face as the fight drains from me. My humanity is torn from me with my heart. You spur me on and drive my dark self forward. I have nothing left. I have no reason to fight. I understand that you are wrong, but I no longer feel the kindling of hope in my heartless body. I see nothing. I am blind to you and your false pain.