Its about 8:30 at night. I left Bob's house. I am at my grand parents house in Springdale.He makes me so sad. Another of his relationships has fallen through. He has been married a ridiculous amount of times. But that's everyone in my family. My mother and my sisters father have been married 5 times each. My uncle has been 3 and even my grand father was married twice. I hold no value in relationships. I never plan on marrying. If they love me enough to want to marry me for forever then they should be able to do that without that stupid piece of paper that people put so much value in. Okay not people but women mostly. Obviously neither parts puts enough value in it that they would actually keep their promises. God every time I go to another one I laugh a little more inside. And the worst part is most the time these people actually believe what there saying. They think they will love that person next to them for the rest of there lives. I can barely commit to a cell phone plan for two years let alone forever. God that is just such an unimaginable amount of time that people just over use like some pretty whore you dress up to make you feel like your in a relationship. It looks nice and even sounds right but its not what you think its going to be. Its not real. Its just dirty. And I hate roses. They are the whore flower. Everyone uses them for everything.I hate them. I absolutely love white lilies. They are my favorite flowers but no one has ever gotten them for me. :( Once my grand father wins the lottery i will by tons of them. All over my room.
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