Trying something new. Introduction.

 Dear, Tru
Now I think I'm going to try something different. This is going to be a real blog now. I read a random blog because I was looking for a photo for my background and it was attached to it and it just inspired me to let it flow. Before now I just put some of my um. . . I guess you could call them poems? It was just wrote some things that sounded good in my head. I know have a laptop I got for my birthday/Christmas from my sisters dad (I'm sure ill have whole little rant about him later) and I used to have a diary type thing but that's so old school right? Plus every time I left home and kept my old one there I feel like I was going to have a panic attack because I'll think my mom will find it and read it so I'm done with all that jazz. Now I'm totally computerized even though I'm severely technologically challenged. Oh and just so you know I have a large vocabulary but am in short supply of spelling talents so you may be guessing at what half my words are, even spell check is like "Dude are you retarded or just drooling on the keyboard?", thank god for Dictionary.com or you'd think i was speaking another language. Anyway you should also know I kinda get off topic easily but that's everyone these days. Some say distracted others demented but who's to judge right? I have no subscribers and I don't really plan on having any any time soon, but I mean if you like it don't feel shy I like to know I'm not alone in my thinking, anyway this is kinda just for me to go back and look at myself and try to you know understand some of the goings on inside my head. Also i have like the worst memory in the planet so it just helps me to be reminded of whats happened to make this screwed up teenager into the future mindless drone we all know I will be. These are addressed to Tru. Hes is a mystery maybe I will complain about later to shed so light on the subject but for now think of him as that sexy stranger in the shadows with a good heart and a butt load of issues you know deep down you want to help with!!! Tata for now my love.


                                                  Love,
                                                         Painfully Confussed